A little bit gloomy post
I don't know. I don't know life and I don't know myself. Recently every puzzle piece is falling out of place. I want to show you my chaoes. What happens inside of my brain, the tangled strings of emotions in my heart. But I can't. I'm trying not to be this white girl who's hurt from the world for not giving her what she wants. But I'm just a girl who have lost or never gained what the world seems to give a lot of people. In the past year, I lost a guy, I lost my job, I went through intense exams , I got a second better job, I met a guy , I survived war, I lost my house , I lost a guy (thankful for that) , I lost my father, and I got into a relationship with another guy. But I lost my home and my father. I just can't process that yet. I don't care what happens anymore in the world or in my country . For all I know, the world can burn and I wouldn't care anymore, because losing someone , a parent, changes your perspective on life. Not that you sta...